I did it again.

I did is again…

I pushed everyone away, if I can’t like myself why should anyone else like me. Once again I had to go and push anyone who ment something to me away, I do it over and over and over again. My life is the most depressing continuous cycle of saddness and emptyness. It’s not fair! Why cant I just be like everyone else. Why do I get cursed with the title failure and loser. Why am I not able to maintain a healthy and long relationship with ‘friends’. It’s always me who has to go and do something to ruin everything. Everything is my fault and I don’t deserve to ever be happy. I have accepted the cruel truth. 

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